
Chapter 1: Ink for a Quiet Mouth
Archdruid Fen Mossbark told me to keep my voice low. Not because truth was forbidden, but because fear spreads faster than moss-fire once it catches.
So I began to write.
Three foragers collapsed on the outer walk of Thornhall Grove, close enough to the gate that the wardens could see them fall. They had been laughing moments before, carrying baskets of fernheads and springcaps, safe within the Circle’s paths. Then their knees buckled as if the earth had turned to water. Hours later, the shaking came. Dark lines rose under their skin, branching like ink in wet paper.
Thornspine venom should strike fast. It should burn, then kill, or be countered quickly. This waited. It hid.
I pressed two fingers to a forager’s wrist. Her pulse fluttered like a trapped moth. “This is wrong,” I said.
Fen stood beside the cot, antlers brushing the hanging herb bundles. His voice stayed gentle, which meant he was worried. “Then be careful with what you call it.”
“You want me to pretend it is something else?”
“I want you to keep the grove from tearing itself apart,” he replied. “If people hear ‘Thornspine,’ they will hear ‘attack.’ And if they hear ‘attack,’ they will point their anger toward Duskfall Mire without proof.”
Rootcaller Brannok, our warden-guardian, filled the doorway like a carved pillar. He had the patience of stone and the temper of a storm held behind it. “Whispers already started,” he rumbled. “They do not wait for permission.”
Fen’s gaze landed on me. “Kara, you will investigate. Quietly. Brannok will go with you.”
“I do not need—”
“You do,” Brannok cut in, flat as a slammed gate.
Heat crawled up my neck. I hated needing anyone. I hated even more that Fen looked relieved at Brannok’s certainty.
As I left the infirmary, I felt that familiar prickle of being watched. In the high boughs, sunlight caught on something that shimmered like sap. Thistlebrand, the grove-spirit, perched where branches braided into an arch. Their hair was leaf-green, their smile too sharp to be kind.
“Thistlebrand,” I called softly. “People are dying. I need your eyes.”
Their gaze slid over me as if I were a tool set on a shelf. Then they turned their head, listening to some secret music, and vanished into the canopy.
The refusal stung. We had once shared jokes and stolen berries and long talks about the way roots remember footsteps. Now I got silence.
Brannok fell into step beside me. “Do not chase spirits,” he said. “Chase the cure.”
“I’m not chasing,” I lied.
Behind us, Fen’s voice followed, quiet enough that only I could hear it. “Do not let pride lead your hands, Kara.”
I wrote that line down as soon as I could. Pride is a thorn that feels like strength until you bleed.
Chapter 2: A Venom That Waits
At dawn I returned to the infirmary with my satchel and my worst habit, the one that turns people into puzzles when I am afraid.
Brannok stood near the door, arms crossed, watching everyone and nothing. “You did not sleep,” he said.
“I slept,” I answered, and my dry eyes betrayed me.
I scraped residue from the bite-mark on a forager’s forearm with a bone spatula. The wound was small, almost tidy. Around it, the skin held a faint sheen, like oil on still water. I mixed the scrapings with sap-water and added bitterroot tincture, expecting the cloudy storm that Thornspine venom always makes.
The liquid warmed instead. It cleared. It behaved like a healing base, the sort we use to help a body accept an antidote.
My breath caught. “Someone braided it.”
Brannok pushed off the wall. “Braided what?”
“Poison with help,” I said, voice thin. “Like nettles twisted with silk. It delays the strike. It confuses the body. Whoever did this knew enough to be dangerous.”
We questioned herb-sorters and apprentices until my throat ached. Most swore they had touched nothing unusual. One boy with resin-stained fingers flinched when Brannok’s shadow fell across him.
Brannok spoke without raising his voice, which was worse. “Tell us.”
The boy’s eyes shone. “I did not hurt anyone. I swear.”
I softened my tone, though my patience was fraying. “What did you do?”
He swallowed hard. “I traded herbs near the edge path. A stranger in a bark-mask. They offered brightleaf and frost-moss, things I cannot gather easily. They asked questions about venom. About your work, Kara Windshade.”
My stomach tightened. “My work is not a market stall.”
“I know,” he whispered. “But they said you were brave enough to change old ways. They said you needed allies who could bring you rarer ingredients.”
Outside, Brannok walked beside me in heavy silence until he finally spoke. “Fen did not assign me. I asked.”
“I guessed,” I said.
“You guessed wrong about why,” he replied. “I do not trust you to risk yourself alone.”
Anger rose, quick and familiar. “You think I am careless.”
“I think you are driven,” he said. “That can kill a person faster than carelessness.”
For a moment I had no sharp answer. He was not mocking me. He was naming something true.
“I do not need someone to hold my hand,” I said, quieter.
“I am not here to hold it,” he answered. “I am here to pull you back when you lean too far over the cliff.”
It should have annoyed me. Instead it felt like an unwanted cloak, heavy, warm, and hard to refuse.
Chapter 3: The Spirit Who Would Not Be Measured
Spirits do not like corners, but I had learned a trick: the forest itself can corner them if you ask the right place.
The mushroom ring sat in a hollow between elder roots, pale caps speckled with green. A lie spoken inside it makes the path twist until you admit what you are avoiding. I stepped into the circle, and Brannok stayed at the edge, as if he could guard me from my own stubbornness.
“Thistlebrand,” I called. “I know you are listening.”
A laugh brushed my ear like dry leaves. “Do you? Or do you only know you want me to?”
They appeared on a branch that had not been there a breath earlier. Their eyes were bright. Their smile did not reach them. “Kara Windshade, collector of stings and secrets.”
“People are dying,” I said. “If you know anything, tell me.”
“Tell you,” Thistlebrand echoed, amused. “So you can pin it down and label it.”
The mushrooms crept inward when I blinked, closing like teeth. I forced myself to breathe. “Why did you ignore me yesterday?”
Thistlebrand’s smile cracked, just slightly. “Because you stopped listening. You started measuring.”
“That is not fair.”
“Is it not?” They hopped down without sound and circled me. The mushrooms shifted with them. “When I warned you the Thornspines were restless, you wrote notes. When I said the rootways felt sore, you asked for samples. You never asked how it felt to be heard and not held.”
My throat tightened. I had no defense that did not sound like an excuse.
Brannok’s voice cut in from the edge. “We do not have time for riddles.”
Thistlebrand’s gaze slid to him. “Bear-heart wants straight lines.”
I looked back at Thistlebrand. “Give me something real. A clue, not a lesson.”
Their expression sobered. “The poison blooms where roots have been taught a new song.”
“A new song,” I repeated. “Root-speech?”
“Teaching,” Thistlebrand corrected. “Or forcing. You tell me which.”
Cold slid into my stomach. Root-speech was a gift of the Verdant Circle, meant to ask, not command. To coax, not yank.
“You think it is one of us,” I said.
“I think it is easy to blame Duskfall Mire,” Thistlebrand replied. “It is harder to look inward. Your grove loves the story of outside darkness. It forgets that bright places can make their own shadows.”
The mushrooms eased back as if satisfied. Thistlebrand began to fade.
“Wait,” I said, and the word came out too small. “Did I hurt you?”
They paused. For a heartbeat, their face looked young and tired. “You hurt yourself,” they said. “And you call it purpose.”
Then they vanished, leaving the ring still and silent.
Brannok and I walked back through the trees. “Spirits enjoy cutting,” he muttered.
“Sometimes the cut is where the rot is,” I answered, and the words frightened me because I meant them.
Chapter 4: The Black Smear at Hollowroot
By dusk we found a sickened deer near Hollowroot Path, rigid as if frozen mid-run. The air around it smelled sweet and sharp at once, like flowers left too long in a closed room.
Half-hidden in fern lay a broken vial. Its mouth was stained with a thick black smear.
A young warden, Leth, arrived breathless behind us, defying Fen’s order for quiet. He pointed at the stain as if it were a banner. “Mire mud,” he declared. “I have seen it on traders from Duskfall.”
Brannok’s posture tightened. “Then the Mire tests our border.”
I leaned closer and touched the smear with a twig. The scent hit me first: smoke, not rot. “It might not be Mire mud,” I said.
Leth scoffed. “What else is black like that?”
“Charcoal pigment,” I replied. “Our burners use it to mark logs and jars.”
Brannok’s eyes narrowed. “You defend the Mire quickly.”
“I defend proof,” I snapped, then regretted the sharpness. “Fen warned us. If we accuse without certainty, we invite a border clash over a rumor.”
Around our small campfire, fear fed itself. Old Mara, a villager with hands like roots, wrung her apron. “My grandson saw shapes in the mist,” she whispered. “Long limbs, vinebound.”
Leth seized the story like a weapon. “There. You hear? We should send patrols tonight.”
Brannok’s voice rose, heavy with duty. “If agents creep close, we cannot sit idle.”
“And if they are not agents?” I demanded. “Then we spill blood for a story we wanted to believe.”
Leth jabbed at the vial. “That smear is proof.”
I held up the twig. “Smell it.”
He hesitated, then leaned in. His face twisted. “Smoke.”
Mara blinked. “Swamp-mud smells like rot.”
We brought the smear to a charcoal-burner’s hut before midnight. The old burner laughed until he coughed. “That is my mark,” he wheezed. “I sell pigment to half the grove.”
The false lead collapsed with one breath, and the relief I expected did not come. If it was not Duskfall Mire, then the danger was not outside our borders.
It was under our own roots, wearing a familiar face.
Brannok walked beside me in the dark. “I wanted the Mire to be guilty,” he admitted, voice rough. “An enemy is simple.”
“And I wanted it to be anyone but us,” I said. “Because us is complicated.”
Neither of us spoke after that. The forest did not either. It only listened.
Chapter 5: Thornspines That Hesitate
We tracked the Thornspines by broken underbrush and the faint metallic tang their quills leave on bark. Thornspines are not subtle. They patrol like anger given legs, and when they decide you are a threat, they do not debate.
These ones debated.
In a shallow ravine thick with nettles, five Thornspines moved in restless circles. Their quills lifted and fell with their breathing. Their eyes fixed on us, but they did not charge. They acted like hounds waiting for a whistle that never came.
Brannok lifted his staff. “Back,” he murmured. “They are deciding.”
“I need to see their quills,” I whispered.
“You need to live,” he replied.
I stepped forward anyway, palms open, and began the calming rite. No bright battle magic, just breath and steady words, the kind that say: I am not here to take. The nearest Thornspine lowered its head, then lifted it again, confused, nostrils flaring.
I saw it then: a thin sheen on the quills, too even to be natural, like oil brushed on metal. A sweet floral scent drifted from it, wrong in the same way a forced smile is wrong.
“A lure,” I breathed. “Someone baited them.”
Brannok grabbed my shoulder and yanked me back. “You could have been skewered.”
“I had to know,” I shot back, and the words tasted like my own worst habit.
His eyes flashed. “You always have to know. You do not count the cost.”
The accusation landed hard because it was close to true. I opened my mouth to throw reasons like stones, then stopped. The forest watched. The Thornspines watched. Brannok watched, waiting to see if I would lie.
“I am chasing the answer,” I admitted, voice cracking, “because I need to prove I deserve my place. I am not Fen’s favorite. Thistlebrand barely looks at me. I am the druid who studies venom, and if I fail, they will call my curiosity a childish hunger.”
Brannok’s anger flickered. He looked away, jaw working. “Curiosity is not childish,” he said at last. “But you treat it like a god that must be fed.”
I bent and collected a quill that had fallen naturally, refusing to pluck or pry. My hands shook as I sealed it in waxed cloth.
As we left the ravine, Brannok spoke again, softer, as if the words hurt him. “I am not angry because you are brave.”
“Then why?” I asked.
“Because you are brave in a way that forgets you are loved,” he said, and then he stared at the path like it had suddenly become interesting.
My chest ached all the way back, and not only from fear.
Chapter 6: The Oak That Was Not an Oak
To find a Grove-Wyrm, you need humility. Otherwise you walk past it a hundred times and call it an old tree.
We climbed to a secluded rise where ferns grew in careful spirals and moss hung thick as curtains. Brannok stopped first, nostrils flaring. “Something breathes here,” he murmured.
I bowed, as Fen taught me. “Guardian of bark and green,” I said. “We ask counsel.”
The elder oak shifted. Its roots rolled like muscles under earth. Moss lifted like a mane, and one amber eye opened, calm and immense. Warmth spilled into the clearing, not burning, but alive, like sunlight pressed into breath.
“Little windshade,” the Grove-Wyrm rumbled. Its voice sounded like leaves dragged over stone. “Why do you bring sharp worry to my quiet?”
“People are poisoned,” I said. “Thornspines are being led by scent. Someone uses root-speech.”
The wyrm’s gaze slid to Brannok. “Bear-root. You carry anger like a shield.”
Brannok stiffened. “I carry duty.”
“Duty can be a shield,” the wyrm replied, almost amused. Then it looked back to me. “The voice you seek is untrained. It forces. It does not ask.”
My stomach turned. “So it is someone close.”
“I do not count two-legs by name,” the wyrm said. “I count intent. The intent is frantic. It wants to heal quickly. It refuses the pace of growing things.”
Brannok stepped forward, blunt as ever. “Can we stop it?”
“You can,” the wyrm answered. “If you stop making your hearts loud.”
Its moss-brush grazed my scraped palms, and heat soothed the sting. No grand spell, just comfort offered without demand. Brannok noticed the blood I had ignored. He pulled a strip of clean cloth from his pouch.
“Hold still,” he muttered.
“I can wrap my own—”
“Let me,” he said, not looking up.
His hands were careful despite their strength. The gentleness made my breath catch. For a moment I wanted to lean into him, to rest my forehead against his shoulder and let someone else hold the weight.
Then I remembered the foragers’ shaking bodies, and I pulled back, ashamed of wanting softness when people were suffering.
Brannok’s eyes flicked up. Hurt flashed there, quick and hidden. He stepped away as if he had done something wrong. “We should go,” he said.
As we left, the Grove-Wyrm’s voice followed like a falling leaf that still lands heavy. “Knowledge without tenderness becomes a thorn. Remember that.”
I wrote it down later with shaking fingers. My diary was becoming a collection of warnings, and I feared how many I needed before I listened.
Chapter 7: Mirrorpool’s Trap
Mirrorpool sits in a hollow where the air feels charged, like a storm waiting far away. The pond stays still even when wind shakes the canopy. People claim it reflects not faces, but truths.
I did not fully believe that, which is why I chose it for a trap. Doubt makes me cautious.
We placed hooded lanterns in the brush, their light barely leaking. Brannok hid behind a fallen log, silent as a boulder. I crouched near the water with a pouch of brightleaf, the kind any herb-thief would risk a scolding for.
Hours passed. My knees ached. My mind spun in circles.
“What if it is the Mire after all?” I whispered.
Brannok did not move. “Then we find proof. But your spirit’s warning points inward.”
“Thistlebrand is not my spirit,” I muttered, and hated how bitter it sounded.
A soft crunch came from the ferns. Footsteps, careful but hurried. A figure slipped into the clearing, masked with bark-cloth. They moved like someone who had practiced sneaking and still panicked each time. Not a seasoned assassin. Not a Mire agent.
Brannok surged up. “Stop.”
The figure bolted. Brannok cut them off in three strides without striking, only blocking. I darted forward. “Do not hurt them. Hold.”
The masked figure stumbled to their knees. The mask slid, and a young face stared up at me, wet-eyed and terrified.
“I did not mean it,” they gasped. “Kara, please.”
My stomach dropped. “You know me.”
They nodded frantically. “I studied your venom-dilution work. The method you shared at last season’s teaching.”
My mouth went dry. “Why were you trading with a masked stranger?”
“I was the stranger,” they whispered, shame flooding their cheeks. “I wore the mask so no one would see. I thought if I brought rare herbs to Thornhall, if I improved your method, you would notice me. You would say I was useful.”
Brannok’s voice turned dangerous. “Useful? People are dying.”
The apprentice flinched. “I did not poison them. Not directly. I only stole notes. I brought them to Master Healer Senn.”
The name hit like a stone. Senn, steady hands, kind eyes, the healer who had taught me to bind bark-splits and soothe fever. The healer everyone trusted.
“Senn?” I echoed.
The apprentice sobbed. “He said he could make a faster cure. He said root-speech could harvest ingredients quickly. He said Thornspines could be redirected with bait so no one had to risk hunting them. He said it would save lives.”
“And it failed,” I whispered.
“It did,” they said. “The braid went wrong. He told me to bring more herbs, to fix it before Archdruid Fen found out.”
Mirrorpool reflected our shapes in trembling lantern light. In the water, my face looked older, harsher, like someone who could inspire harm without lifting a hand.
The apprentice’s voice broke. “He did it because of you, Kara. Because you always push for better. He wanted to impress you too.”
I turned away from the pond. “You will come with us,” I said. “You will tell Fen everything.”
Their shoulders shook. “He will exile me.”
“Maybe,” I said, and the honesty tasted like ash. “But hiding this will kill more.”
As we walked back, Brannok stayed close, not just guarding me, but steadying me. “You are not responsible for another person’s choices,” he said.
“I gave them the words to justify it,” I whispered.
“That is not the same as giving them the knife,” he replied.
I wanted to believe him. I was not sure I could.
Chapter 8: The Healer Who Wanted to Hurry Spring
The infirmary smelled of crushed mint and old pain. Soft groans rose and fell like a slow tide. Master Healer Senn stood at a table, grinding herbs with a stone pestle, calm as ever. When he saw me, warmth flickered in his eyes, then tightened when he noticed Brannok and the trembling apprentice.
“Kara,” he said gently. “You look unwell.”
“I am,” I replied. “Because someone braided venom with healing base and called it mercy.”
Senn’s hands paused. The pestle rested. “Lower your voice.”
“No,” I said. My voice shook, but it did not soften. “Not here. Not while people lie half-dead.”
“Come to the back room,” he urged, quiet and controlled.
Brannok stepped forward, blocking that escape. “Speak here.”
Senn’s jaw worked. He looked at the cots, at the pale faces, at the dark veins. Something in him sagged. He set the pestle down with care, like laying a child to bed.
“Yes,” he admitted. “I did it.”
The apprentice made a broken sound. I stared at Senn, trying to find the man I had trusted. “Why?”
“Because your method was brilliant,” he said, voice tight with conviction. “You proved venom can heal when handled with respect. I thought if we brewed antidote faster, we could save more. Thornspines are dangerous to harvest from, so I used bait to draw them away from patrol routes.”
“And root-speech,” I said.
He nodded once. “Only to speed gathering. Only a little force.”
“A little force,” I repeated, nausea rising. “You do not force the forest. You ask.”
“I asked,” he insisted, eyes bright with desperation. “And it did not answer quickly enough. People were suffering. You understand, Kara. You always push. I thought you would be proud.”
Proud. The word cut clean. As if pride were worth more than patience, more than humility, more than life.
“I wanted discovery,” I whispered. “Not this.”
Brannok’s voice was a low growl. “Intent does not un-poison blood.”
Archdruid Fen arrived with the weight of the grove in his steps. He listened without interrupting, antlers still, eyes deep as shaded pools. When the confession ended, silence stretched until my lungs ached.
“At least you brought truth,” Fen said at last. “Even when it shames us.”
“What will you do?” I asked. “If you keep it quiet, people will still blame the Mire. If you shout it, Thornhall will tear itself apart.”
Fen’s gaze softened, and for a heartbeat he looked older than the trees. “Measured response,” he said. “Restitution to the families. Restriction of Senn’s practice. Oversight. And a rite to soothe disturbed rootways. This remains local, contained. We do not hand our neighbors a story of chaos, and we do not pretend we are immune to error.”
Brannok frowned. “No exile?”
“Repair is harder than exile,” Fen replied.
My throat tightened. “And me?”
Fen looked straight at me. “You will lead the technical steps of the rite. You will correct what your work inspired, even if you did not intend it. That is the burden of being seen.”
I wanted to argue. I wanted to disappear. Instead I bowed. “Yes, Archdruid.”
Outside, Brannok touched my elbow. “You did right.”
“I do not feel right,” I whispered.
“Courage rarely feels clean,” he said.
Chapter 9: The Quiet Root Rite
The affected glade looked bruised. Poison-thorns had bloomed where ferns should have been, and the air carried that sweet wrong scent. Lanterns hung from branches like captive stars. Druids of the Verdant Circle formed a ring, hands linked with braided vine.
Fen stood at the north point, staff planted. “We do not punish the forest for our mistake,” he said. “We soothe it. We apologize with action.”
I took the east point, barefoot on cold soil, heart hammering. Brannok paced the perimeter with wardens, watching shadows for Thornspines drawn by lingering bait-scent.
I began the chant, slow and careful, using true root-speech, the asking kind. The words felt like kneeling. Like admitting I was not in control. Roots stirred under my feet, wary, listening.
“Kara,” Fen murmured, “steady.”
“I am steady,” I lied, and pushed on.
A rustle beyond lantern light. Then another. Thornspines emerged, more than I expected, quills lifted, nostrils flaring as they hunted the last traces of lure.
Brannok barked orders. “Hold the line. No strikes unless necessary.”
One Thornspine lunged at a warden, then veered away at the last second, confused. Another slammed into Brannok, pinning him against a tree. He grunted, trying to shove it off, but its weight was brutal.
My chant faltered. The rootways trembled, uncertain.
“Kara,” Fen warned, voice strained. “Do not break the rhythm.”
I looked at Brannok. His eyes met mine, fierce and afraid. Not for himself, I realized, but for the rite, for the grove, for me. He trusted me to finish.
If I kept chanting perfectly, the rite might end clean. The scent would fade. The Thornspines might calm. Brannok would have to survive a few more breaths alone.
If I ran to him, the rite could buckle. Roots could surge. The glade could scar. But he might live.
Thistlebrand’s words stabbed through me: you measure, you take. Senn’s confession echoed: I thought you would be proud.
I broke the circle.
“I’m sorry,” I breathed, and ran.
I struck my staff into the soil beside Brannok and spoke a sharp, simple plea, not a command. “Release. Not because I demand it, but because you are safe.”
The Thornspine hesitated, sensing the honest tone. Brannok shoved hard, and together we got free, stumbling back.
Behind us the chant wavered. The glade answered that wavering with a sudden surge. Thorns erupted from the soil in a tight spiral, fast as striking snakes. Druids cried out and leapt back. The surge stayed within the lantern ring, contained, but it tore ferns and gouged bark. A wound, local and ugly.
Fen’s voice cut through. “Hold. Finish.”
I grabbed Brannok’s hand, pulled him back into position, then rejoined the circle. My voice shook, but it did not stop. The others steadied, weaving the rhythm back together like repairing torn cloth.
Slowly the sweet scent faded. The Thornspines’ circling slowed, then broke. They backed into the trees, wild again, no longer led by a false song.
When the final word fell, the glade was quiet. Not healed, not yet, but no longer being forced into pain.
Brannok leaned close, breath ragged. “You chose me.”
“I chose what I should have chosen before,” I whispered.
He stared at the scarred spiral in the soil. “The glade will take seasons.”
“I know,” I said, throat tight. “And I will remember every season.”
Chapter 10: A Debt Paid in Breath and Bloom
The antidote did not require brilliance. It required honesty.
I returned to my original dilution work and stripped away Senn’s frantic shortcuts. No forced harvesting. No bait-perfume. Only careful collection of naturally shed Thornspine quills, slow brewing, and steady herbwork that respected the pace of living things.
The cure took longer. It tasted bitter. It worked.
One by one, tremors eased. Breaths deepened. Dark veins retreated like ink washed by rain. When the first forager opened her eyes fully and whispered her daughter’s name, I stepped outside so no one would see me cry against the doorframe.
Senn accepted oversight without protest. He moved through the herb hall quieter than before, as if every footstep weighed more. When he passed me, he bowed his head. “I am sorry,” he said.
“I believe you,” I replied. “And I am still angry.”
“That is fair,” he whispered, and kept walking.
Later I found Thistlebrand waiting near the old teaching stump where paths braided. They sat with knees drawn up, pretending they were not watching me.
“I did not think you would come,” I said.
“I did not think you would listen,” they replied, voice sharp but not cruel.
I crossed my arms. “Was pushing me away your lesson?”
Thistlebrand’s eyes flashed. “Do not make it simple. I pushed you away because you were becoming a blade. I was afraid if I stayed close, I would become another thing you studied instead of cared for.”
The words landed like truth does, heavy and clean.
“I am trying,” I said, and the smallness of it embarrassed me. “I do not know how to be driven without becoming cruel.”
Thistlebrand hopped down. Their fingers touched my shoulder lightly, like a leaf landing. “Then keep trying. That is all the forest asks.”
“Are we… forgiven?” I asked, unable to keep the hope out of my voice.
“Not fully,” Thistlebrand said. “But not lost.”
That evening, Brannok and I walked the edge of the scarred glade. New shoots already pushed through disturbed soil, stubborn as hope.
“I keep thinking,” I said, “how easily I could have become Senn. If I had more authority, more fear, more pride.”
Brannok exhaled slowly. “And I keep thinking how badly I wanted the Mire to be guilty. It is easier to swing at an enemy than face a friend’s mistake.”
I looked up at him. “What are you afraid of?”
He hesitated, then answered honestly. “Losing people because I cannot protect them all. And losing you because you run toward danger to prove you can.”
My throat tightened. “I am afraid I will become cruel in the name of good.”
“Then we watch each other,” he said. “Not as jailers. As companions.”
The air smelled of sap and clean rain. The grove was still the grove. No borders shifted. No faith broke. Only a local wound remained, and a lesson earned the hard way.
“I think I owe you something,” I whispered.
Brannok’s ears flicked, embarrassed. “You owe me nothing.”
“I do,” I said, stepping closer. “For pulling me back. For seeing me. For being hurt and still staying.”
His breath caught. “Kara…”
I kissed him, quick and trembling, like a promise I had been afraid to speak aloud. When I pulled away, his eyes were wide, then soft.
“That was the kiss owed,” I murmured.
Brannok let out a quiet laugh, half disbelief, half relief. “To the Thornspine?”
“To the lesson,” I said. “And to the wound that taught it.”
That night I closed my diary with the grove standing, the crisis contained within our own roots, and my heart changed in ways no rite can finish. Pride would not vanish. It would be tended, like a fire kept small on purpose.
And I would keep writing, loud on the page if not in the air.
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